Great attitude you've got there.
i want to apply, but im sure that people will just deny me at first sight. so forget it.
It doesn't work like that, if you want to apply write up a mock article and send it to one of the admins, you will be judged on your ability to write more so than your reputation.
Well, you don't start your sentences with a capital letter. That's kind of an issue.i want to apply, but im sure that people will just deny me at first sight. so forget it.